Actress, Amber Heard, has confessed suffering from severe trauma due to Johnny Depp‘s defamation trial against her.
The 36-year-old returned to the stand and disclosed that she even faces such challenges during her appearance at the court.
Amber detailed that insults are directed at her while walking pass into the Fairfax County Circuit Court in Virginia.
Even just walking into this courtroom, sitting here in front of the world, having the worst parts of my life used to humiliate me, the Aquaman actress claimed.
People want to kill me and they tell me so every day. People want to put my baby in the microwave and they tell me that. Johnny threatened, promised me that if I ever left him, he’d make me think of him every single day I lived. she continued.
Heard claimed that she get panic attacks frequently due to the drama of the ongoing trial and can’t have a career, among others.
“I woke up every day with panic attacks until I realized I could do something about it. I’m not a saint. I’m not trying to present myself as one but I selfishly found relief in using what I live through to give a voice to people who don’t have a voice.
I would not wish this situation on my worst enemy. As I stand here today, I can’t have a career, I can’t have people associate with me and I can’t do charity work.”
She alleged that she is going through a lot as a human being and doesn’t deserve the attacks and torture.
“I’m not sitting in this courtroom snickering,” she said.
“I’m not sitting in this courtroom laughing and making snide jokes. This is horrible. This is painful and this is humiliating for any human being to go through. Perhaps it’s easy to forget that I’m a human being.
“She added, I don’t deserve this. The attacks on me, the campaign that Johnny has elicited millions of people to do on his behalf, torture me.”
Amber Heard and Johnny Depp’s trial is in its sixth and final week, with both legal teams resting their cases.